LoVe mE tiLl my lAsT bReath......

2007-03-03T19:39:00.000+08:00

Week full of shock,panic,confused,carelessness,stupidness,etc etc etc

2007-02-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hoped that I m not too late, to wish all the chinese peeps out there, GONG XI FA CAI..

Holidays over,tomorrow back work...4 days of holidays can make me put on more weight..what did i do??hmm..besides going out with Dear, i also stayed home for two days doing my revision for exams and also apart from that I keep munching on all the snacks @ home,even lil Daniel TRIX i finish it all...haiz..

We went to watch the Epic Movie , nice one, all in one movie I shall say & also there aint many patrons on that day @ the cinema,as it was the eve of CNY, I bet all went to Chinatown that's why Marina Square was so quite..I even got to eat my Nasi Ayam Penyet that I was craving for..thanks Dear

CNY day,stayed home,Uncles & aunties came over..So was a good gerl that stayed home & also did my homework & revision.

Yesterday,went over to colleague home for CNY,i got my "HongBao" for her..It was a pleasant visit esp to know other races cultures & their traditional during festive season..after which I went to met Dear...

Stayed home the whole day, became a part time nanny to lil Daniel, missed him so much..so bubbly & chubby chap...always full of funny funny things that will make you laugh..even asked me to bring him down for a walk, hmmm even a 16mths toddler knows how to bully me....

BTW,i gt to watch the continuation of SINETRON HIKMAH 3 in youtube.thanks to the users that have upload the video again...get to see my Gunawan...:)

Now, missing my Dear soooo much..waiting for his call,before going to my dreamworld...

Happy working tomorrow, peeps.....

EnjoymentDisappointmentExcitement

2007-01-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

Enjoyment
We had fun screaming,shouting and yelling in support of the Lions at the National Stadium last Saturday for the Semi-Finals 2nd Leg, with the Lions vs Tigers...:) I'm so happy that S'pore won and managed to enter the Finals..Although, it was a tense game.I shall say the Lions did their very best from the game to the extra time to the penalty...I went to watch the game with beloved Dear,brother & Dear's sister. After the game, Dear's dad fetch us home and before that we even had late supper @ Simpang Bedok.Reached home almost 2am, brother was dead tired.And I also forget to mention, that I'm a great fan to Indra Shahdan & Noh Alam Shah & Baihaiki & Lionel Lewis & etc etc etc **winks to Dear**

DISAPPOINTMENT
I didn't managed to get the tixs for Taufik & Hardy Hi-Tea this cuming Feb. Registered myself on the waiting list.But today,when I called in they said that all applicants on the waiting list have been notified and also heard over RIA 89.7FM that tixs are SOLD OUT :(( !! Which means, I'm not selected in the waiting list to pay for the about SGD48 to have high tea date with them..Argghhh...anyone out there, have the tixs that wanna give it to me as a gift, for maybe Valentine's Day, Friendship Day, Advance B'day :) or even wanna sell it off to me do let me noe...

Excitement
I can't wait for tomorrow, I'm gonna have a live catch up telecast with the 1st Leg Final match...I pray that Singapore will win the Finals too, both the Legs..Ole,ole,ole,ole....Bro, gonna have fun again at the National Stadium before the NS been demolished..hehehe... All the best, Lions...

Oh dear,I'm terribly missing my Dear even though we just met last Sunday.**hugs**

Have a great week ahead,peeps!!

2007-01-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

Back from school.Lots of revisions to be done the upcoming exams.

Last weekend was home.Dear was sick.Had some revisions done.

Exploring Nee Soon Camp, "Medic Academy" with collegues.In fact, Company's having an event this week, therefore went down to arrange some stuff.

Bad encounter.Superior giving the transporter furious look.Irresponsible driver.Narrative report.Maple freight came for rescue.Now I'm arranging for it.

Unbelieveable, Singapore hotels are all fully book this week.Hard time looking for one.Even the low-end grade hotels unable to reserve one room for me.No choice,when to dad for help.Otherwise,poor colleague no where to spend her night in S'pore.

Missed the friendly match between the lions & tigers.Heard from brother is a draw.Another match this Saturday.I'm into Asean football players...ermmm match....:)

Hurt

2007-01-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

HURT

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss

You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't to do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I

just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that

I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous

It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything

I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

2007-01-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

Bad week.Stressful week.Hurting week.

I get angry over small little tings.

Unable to make up my mind.

Easily hurt.**fragile**

I was angry even with him but then.....

All I want was to be with him.

I didnt even reply my fren SMSes who is waiting for an answer from me.

I didnt have the mood to joke.

All I need is to be have him by my side and I feel so much better .

And today I'm feeling much better....trying to get things over one by one....

Today,after class I didnt went home alone.I was accompany by him home.Thanks,dear....

2007-01-07T11:22:00.000+08:00

I had my bad days the last few days...

Met up with the gals(my bestfren & ada) for dinner @ Lau Pa Sat, after which we headed home cos they've got werk the next day.

Cousin engagement.Met them up @ Ubi before heading back to Bt Panjang.Back home @ 2245hrs.Dead tired.

I'll be home the whole day today..

This 1st week of the Year2007 doesnt seems too good for me...haiz

2007-01-01T18:37:00.000+08:00

My 1st entry for 2007..

WELCOME 2007!! :)

I'm bored to the max.

Dear got work.
BestFren got dance.
Mum dun feel lyke going out.
Bros out with frens.

Hmmm...since this morning,I've been thinking what am I suppose to do today.And here are the list of things that I've done & partly done :)
(1)tidy room - checked = done
(2)wipe furniture - checked = done
(3)ironing - checked =done
(4)DIA revision = partly done
(5)window shopping/shopping=undone
(6)dinner=not hungry
(7)tv programme=so boring...repeated shows..dun they've any better show.

Maybe I shall go have my shower & get down to Parkway Parade for a lookout for new shoes :),and also not forgetting I'm craving to drink Coffee Bean Pure Chocolate Ice Blended...

2006-12-31T23:33:00.000+08:00

My last entry for Y2006....
Life is like a box of chocolates.
Life is full of surprises.
Life is filled with ups & downs.
Life is full of loved & hatred.
Life is filled with happiness & sadness.
**Even when the calendar changes its year, our life is still the same**
However,we can make a change to it.
Think positive & live peacefully as we only have one lifetime,therefore live to the fullest & make good use of it.Times flies,therefore we must know how to manage our time well.

//Saying goodbye 2006, & welcomes 2007//

May 2007 be better than 2006.
May today be better than yesterday.
May we live in loved than hatred.
May we live in happiness than sadness.
May we be a better person to the country,employer,parents/family,lovers/fiance,husbands/wives & friends.

**My Resolution**
Ermm......

I wanna wish all A Happy New Year & may 2007 be a wonderful year!!

2006-12-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

I had a wonderful 2nd Anniversary.

Dear,thank you so much.Although,it's raining I had lots of fun.

That makes me loves you even more & wants to live all my life with you.LOVE you so MUCH.**big hug**

2006-12-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

My weekend holidays were ruined....

Friday night was down with diarrohea & vomitting throughout the whole nite..it was a terrible experience though...early morning @ abt 0630hrs mum came to know about me in pain,she suggested to go to the hospital...and hospital was OUT for me..i don't want to get myself admitted esp during holidays.The pain was unbearable.Imagine going in & out of the toilet for so many time,even my legs were like jelly.I called Dear to send me to the doctor.Took cab to Eunos & my queue number was superb long,although there's like 9 patients before me, I feel like hundreds cause all the patients are either toddler or elderly people,haiz..no choice have to endure & wait "patiently" for my turn...only Dear knows how I look & behave there & then @ the clinic.Dear,please don't let anyone knows..:)Dear send me home,took my medication & off I went to sleep...SMSes & phone calls didn't even wake me up...

Sunday,mum didn't gave me the permit to leave home as she can really tell how "lembik" I am,therefore just laze @ home.I even weigh myself I lost 2.5kg in 2 days,not because of I-slim,Extreme or any other slimming pills but all thanks to the diarrohea & vomitting, that cause me to lost my appetite.

Monday,was getting well..:)but didn't really bother about my health...all I want is to go out with Dear.And yes I did went out.I went to Suntec to watch Night At the Museum,nice movie...:)

Hmm...now waiting for tomorrow...my 2nd Anniversary with Dear,wonder if we going to meet for dinner or another movie or maybe not...

2006-12-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

I'm back to blog after a month MIA...

I missed my blog so much, lucky me I still remember my password...

I missed my blog frends too..I been busy in office & school that I didn't have time to update my blog & also no time to log on to MSN to chat with my frens...kalau ade pun during office hrs aje,and the time to chat with them is so limited...haiz..

X'mas party @ office earlier today.There's ham,turkey,log cake & not forgetting presents...We exchange presents among us...Hope that my colleague like the present I've bought for him...And I'm so in love with my X'mas present given to me by our Engineer, its the Winnie The Pooh bear & a box of Ferroer Rocher chocolate..I loike!!and not forgetting the Company present, that each one of us received.....

271206 marks our 2nd anniversary...Time flies real fast eh..

I've 3days off therefore going to make full use of it...I've got invitation to bestfren crib for X'mas celebration..invitation to watch The Holiday...spending time together with Dear....errmmm hopefully gonna have fun this weekend....

To all blogger,enjoy your weekend & happy holidays!! hopefully one more entry from me before year 2006 ends...

LoVe mE tiLl my lAsT bReath......

**Enjoyment**Disappointment**Excitement**

Hurt

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